Monday, September 27, 2010

it is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important;

I did it, i got it, and i accepted it. I am settled, i am done, i am free. i feel good, content, at peace,.. finally some peace. this is good, i know it is. i need/ed this, it'll help - ill get there, inshallah. No more overthinking, no more depressed thoughts or epic day dreams that make me lose sight of where im going and what it is that im doing. i can finally breathe that long overdue sigh of relief and be done. Not saying this thing is going to be lemon squeezy, ill miss certain things sure, but its for the best and it'll get easier. i know this was dragged on and around in circles, but thankyou, iam still grateful for how it ended; maybe because i know its not the end, not really. Anyway all aside.. i've got one week till mocks and almost a month till TEE, its time to hit the books, close the curtains, lock the doors and throw away the key; its time for lockdown - study lockdown. praying i can get through my mocks and my TEE exams coming shortly inshallah and do the best i can.
wish me luck. :)

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