Get lost!.. please.

..and so, i've finally realised that i can't talk my self out of feeling or being a certain way. I can't convince myself that it's not important, that it doesn't matter, that it doesn't bother me; who was i trying to fool :S. I just want this to go away, drown at the bottom of an ocean somewhere, fly into the bermuda triangle and get lost there, cease to exist, become a figment of my imagination, something, anything; just Get Gone.