it's late but here i am yet again laying on my bed eyes wide open with thoughts running around in circles. i am a little frustrated atm, i keep talking to people, people close to me, i listen to their problems, some petty and shallow, foolish even, others not so much. i'm not saying i haven't complained before or that i don't about things that, whenever i look back on end up seeming so insignificant. i know we are only human and are too often only concerned with our own feelings and our own well being but i can't for the life of me get how we can sit there wallowing in our own self pity for days on end and not try to do anything to change it. you might not be able to change a situation but you can change the way you think about it or at least the way you think in general and the way you carry yourself. i can be in the worse stress ever, feel dejected even but then i remember Allah swt and no matter what i am going through i still know and feel his presence. i can have no one in my life, but i know He will still be there. i thank Him everyday, for even letting me go through the tests i do because they make me who i am and us up as human beings. you can choose to embrace what you've been blessed with or let your difficulties blind you. just because you have bad days doesn't mean you have a bad life. always try to become the best you can be, on behalf of those who never got the opportunity. not everyone gets to be in your shoes, not everyone has a home with a family and food and a likeliness that they’ll be alive tomorrow.
everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. illness, injury, love and sheer stupidity all occur to test our limits. without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. it would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
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